I have to say, the last few days have been tumultuous and difficult but as always, there is a summit. Even to Everest! I find myself thinking I should have handled things better, should have been more patient, should have been more understanding... as mom says (genius that she is!) STOP SHOULD'ing YOURSELF!!! Shoulda, coulda, woulda.... if I hadn't I wouldn't have known and I never would have been able to continue down the path I was on. I came to a cross roads and decided to stop instead of continuing on. And guess what I found??? Another path! Yes folks, another way to go.
I have written my last email and had my last discussion on the subject and I feel good about it. So I didn't get the prince in the end but at least I know that kissing the frog was worth it. I don't have to be afraid of being honest and getting hurt... it doesn't kill me. Stronger? maybe, we will have to see how that turns out. Until all of this is fully in the past I am just thankful that I have honesty, truth, love, and learning to thank for where I am today. I truly do have a perfect life and even if there are things I would like to change... I know that it is still perfect. I have a loving and beautiful family and wonderful, supportive friends. To everyone who has been dealing with me lately... I am sorry and so thankful. You truly are what keeps me going!
Love to all!!!!!
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