Another day down...

As some of you might know, I have recently had my heartbroken by a wonderful guy. I know what you are thinking, if he was so wonderful, why did he break your heart? Well, because he was wonderful. And honest, and everything else. He didn't lead me on and tell me things might work out between us, he didn't try to keep things going knowing that he didn't have feelings for me... he was, well wonderful. He told me he couldn't give me what I wanted and that it wasn't fair to keep me from being happy. I, of course, had hoped for a different answer but at least he knows now that I care.

Either way, I tried to get out there after my last relationship and I did. I put myself out there to be loved, and well, it may not have worked this time, but it might the next. Or not, who knows.... Nothing that should stop me from trying anyway.

I have a large group of great friends who have been with me through the last few years and have seen my horrible ups and downs. And they still console me, they still support me, and they still love me. As silly as I may be, they love me. But then people love those hideous Chinese Crested looking hairless dogs so who knows what that really might mean ;)

I'll still be friends with him because I admire him, I adore him, and I want him. Even if I don't always get what I want, I can still learn from him too....

So here is to the broken hearted... hey, at least we tried!

So keep your chin (or chins as my Aunt D likes to tease) up people... you WILL find someone to love you the way you love them!